HI, it's just little ol' me again

So, as far as what has been going on in keeping everyone up to date in my life...
NOTHING ELSE HAS HAPPENED! I am currently unemployed, going to school, and tryign to figure a lot of things out.
A lot of my friends are going through hard times, peopel are facing differences that seem to be possibly insurmountable, and I feel lost. I read my friends LJs and blogs, and talk to them whenever I can, but, the worst thing I feared would happen, has. I feel cut off, adrift from my social group. I am building one her in SJ slowly, but they are a different kind, who get me, and some of whom have some history with me (Reggie, Michelle, Sarah) but, others, I am so lost. What happened to the group of people I could get together with and have a good game of scene it or watch a stupid movie with? I feel like everyone has turned in upon themselves.
Though, while I type this, I am talking with Kayla, and Jen via Kayla, and realizing that soem people still stay together and hold some true friendship for one another.
Man, my thoughts and feelings are so disjointed, and my haed is so jumbled, maybe I should be the one medicated. LOL
But, school is going ok, from my understanding, and everything is working out well for me on that front...so far.
and now it is late, and i still need a shower and the like..
TTFN